
***everyday’s no longer a birthday celebration. hahahah! ***
For two days now, I have not eaten dinner. On both days, I ate snacks and felt that I didn’t want to eat dinner anymore. Actually, it wasn’t really planned that I won’t eat dinner from then on, but DeeJay and I did have an agreement to lose weight. He has lost weight already, and I am stuck again. Why do I always have problems in losing weight? Pfft! But I do admit, it’s all my fault.
So, I guess I need to start anew. I know I am just repeating myself, but really, now’s the time. Like what Odin told me a few days back, if I didn’t want to feel about something, I have to do something about it. Very well said, Odin. You knocked some real good sense in my head.
What I plan is… if I have eaten a rather heavy snack in the afternoon, I won’t be eating dinner anymore. If I didn’t have any snacks, I will just eat oatmeal for dinner. As for breakfast, I will just eat oatmeal and I will go back to my Hip Hop Abs routine. Gosh, I miss that already! If I can’t do it in daytime, I will just do it in the afternoon, before I take my afternoon shower. The use of Xenical is still debatable, it’s effective, yes, but it’s very pricey, and to be honest, I’d rather spend my money paying bus fares to different destinations rather than on a drug store.
Other things to do:
- Rice has to be just a cup per meal; in this case every lunch.
- Water is the main drink, but coffee is allowed (just one cup a day, though). No more softdrinks.
- No more fried rice; rice has to be fresh each meal.
- Back to food schemes for dinner (for mom’s sake).
- No more candies, junk foods allowed one bag a week.
- Cut up fat / oily food intake.
- Fast foods only twice a month.
- As much as possible, desserts have to be fresh fruits (preferably pineapples and papaya - my favorite fruits).
I still have so many things to do, but for now the list will be that. I know this one’s harsh, but I really do want to lose weight, so I just have to do it. I am thankful brother’s returning to La Union soon - that means no more RC Cola… peace, bro!
This would mean my food tripping will be taking on a different path, but I guess the writer is more important than the blog. If the writer suddenly becomes sick, then the blog will suffer. Correct?
So okay, this one’s in writing. I have to do it or else, I would be breaking my own word and thus staining my blogger status. May God help me with this. My inspiration? Who else, but Cookie!
*** Jenn ***
